ALL OF ME

I'm so tired of being here,
surprised by all my childish fears,
and if you have to leave,
I wish that you would just leave,
'cause your presence still lingers me,
and it won't leave me alone.

This wounds won't seem to heal,
this pain is just too real,
there's just too much that time cannot erase.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
when you'd scream I'd fight away all your fears,
and I held your hand through all of these WEEKS,
but you still have,
all of me.

You used to captivate me by your resonating light,
now I'm bound by the life you left behind.
Your face, it haunts,
my once pleasant dreams,
your voice it chased away,
all the sanity in me.

...

I've tried so hard to tell my self that you're gone,
but though you're still with me,
I've been alone all along.